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misachi.
30 May 2011 @ 11:46 pm
A bit of a chill, and a little more.  
  Saturday was spent cutting my hair, and visiting Chan Brothers with my mum. hohoho. so awesome. The haircut took forever though. Not 'cos of mine, but the brillant idea my mum had to go have her naturally curly hair straightened. As they say, the grass is always greener at the other side aye? -_- Anyway my long fringe from FYP is gone, to the old bob from new year. However, somehow the fringe is abit screwy. Should I try Salon Vim or Essentual? Feels better leh... :/

Anyway. Nearly cldn't make it to Chan Brothers. We made it only intime to see the Asia side, not hte USA.. and I think at this rate, we will never go to USA, haha. At least, unless I can more then 1 week free. :/ I don't want to spend more then 10 days overseas for this holiday, and spend the rest doing FYP2. :/ Or smth. Haha actually I may go over and jsut do something FROM there, but it's a bit risky. Also, actually, I'd love to model/texture the church from Karuizawa... God knows how I'd do THAT without even any pictures from there... -_- Still, it'd be amazing if I could. (: Anyway, for now, the two places in mind is Japan, and Korea (Busan), and in Japan, either Hokkaido, Kyushu, or ..some other place which I can't remember or was a mixture of tht and Tokyo. XD
  Still, I think my family is going nearer and nearer to the idea of Korea 'cos 
  1. we been to Hokkaido before. So going there would be the same, just that it's in the summer.. 
  2. Kyoto or Osaka, next year, we may go with Liesl they all. So prolly not.
  3. My dad is still scared of the radiation stuff.
  4. So far, some trips were all about history..and my family just ain't into it. Till the trip is over.
  5. And 'cos We never been to Busan before. Seoul, yes, but Busan, totally not. The other Jap trips, one or two places, we've been before. :/

I love the idea of going to Korea again- going dongdaemun for a day, faceshop, the food.. but somehow despite there being the most appealing, it's also forgettable in terms of itenary and that the stuff.. not much. that I can even remember. I keep thinking of the town of desserts in japan, and the place in hokkaido that has those wonderful musical frames and stuff. So.. yea. heh. But no matter what, I'm looking forward to it . I've been researching on Busan, shops there, etc. :D haha! I do love korean fashion, but after seeing japanese/english mags for so long, i feel really out of touch. reckon I'd look horribly out of place there. heh. So if you have any idea of summer fashion over there, tell me kay? (: I've been thinking of different combis, and preparing to buy more. and don't think so much and come back and regret. haha! :D yaye. :3

 

  Today was my first day of IAP. It was really interesting. Learnt Max.. was abit wanna die 'cos it's all theory not practical to learn and recognise myself to the program. however, yea, it's relatively simple, and like Maya. Abit whattheheck that they didn't even have an outliner though. Still, they have the light version of it, so it's good enough for my job. (: People there are pretty friendly. Think it'd be a good one, but really busy. Hopefully I'd learn alot from it. Area is really comfy 'cos it's near church. :D haha! So that's pretty okay. (: Just hope I can finish shots, and produce quality work over time, and keep learning. (: You know? 

Aite gonna slp. Long day tomorrow. :3 GNIGHT!
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misachi.
04 May 2011 @ 12:12 am
ohhhhh. :D  
 Had a reallly long weekend aye!

Sunday went for 8 am, then ate at NYNY with my mum and her friend. 
Monday- being labour day, did some work at home. Seb came in the afternoon, and brought over burger king. :D :D and got for me the blazer ! omgosh. Wistma's sold out man- so fast right!, and he had to go to scotts i think. ;_; thank you seb... T_T I felt really bad. Thankfully my parents say to pay him back. :D

However, it's really beautiful. ♥
Gonna wear it tomorrow!

I'm enjoying FYP more nao, knowing my teammates better. :3

A little worried for where I'd go for IAP.. but guess all I can do is.. leave it to God. And pray for the best. And no matter what, make the best out of it, even if it's not what I wanted to do in the future. XD Hell maybe I'd change my mind! haha. :D

 

Also, I'm contemplating joining lookbook. I wanted to for dead long.. but not sure if I can/should. ): Shall think .... heh. (: 

Good news is for FYP my main char texture is done, and so is my coloured mood lights, as well as the glow problem! (: Now, to getting approval...
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misachi.
02 May 2011 @ 01:57 am
it's all about the lighting.  
  I see that every weekend, i can't even do half as much as a normal day. zzz. Hopefully tomorrow, I'd be so panick-ed I'd be like last Sunday, and finish the sky + tiki + passes for that passes. and Estee. Erm. haha. I think I'm dead. XD At least, the sky and Estee. THen I can start on the passes, and do tiki too. Also, I must think of a way to do the moods transactions beautifully with my light... 


I must seem like I'm rambling. heh. But definitely, if I can rig my light to do the correct mood I want for all my shots, i reckon I'd save LOADS of time later. So it'd prolly be time well spent. Shall research.. but I reckon the idea I have will work. (: So .. let's pray, and hope it'd work real well! (: after all, its some shots that has very definite moods. and definite changes. sld be okay.. i reckon. heh. i wonder if theres some pass in MAYA for contrast colours...


okay shut up huixian.

I saw this wonderful cardigan blazer at Wisma Atria.. Oh I do hope I can get it. It was.. wonderful. Smart, yet casual enough for my kinda future work and stuff. It was abit short at the arms though.. but I dunno if I should wait EVEN longer. I seriously cant find blazers that suit me at all... ): That one was just.. so.. right. Heh. Maybe one sunday I can go down and see it again. (:

AND I finished Fringe S2. I HATE THE ENDING. :( Cliffhangers sucks. I do love altOliver's hair though, haha! Suits her so much better. I can't believe people don't get why altCharlie has worms in his stomach, I thought it was quite obvious. But I don't know the other guy in the alt world.. and i bet everyone hates altWalter! ahaha. :D I also don't get why was there so many freakin' filter episodes in the middle. Mehh. A bit sad. I did hear 3 was better but I don't have. Peh. 

Had Food for Thought with Seb last Saturday.. blissfully free. Had scones, scrambled eggs, hash browns and shared sausages and mushrooms with Seb...ahhhhh. Love their food. I have a craving for their risotto. :3 Also, 'Cos we had the bench seats we were people watching alot ahaha! I saw a look i wanted- a black tank, a high waist skirt and black flats. Still on a lookout for those mary jane heels too. Went window shopping too- that's where I saw the blazer- and realised Singapore has LOADS of Japanese brands- just all at departmental stalls. Quite sad. But i found stuff i wanted! :3 So yaye for me hehe. :3 

Needa slp to do loadsss of work tomorrow. g'night you all, sweetest dreams to you. :]

I hope it'd still be there next week/after FYP!
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misachi.
01 May 2011 @ 12:12 am
Finally some updates... and then some.  
Finally the pictures! I know it's late. :/ Meh.

Good friday was held at Expo, so had to wake up super early . Double early, in fact, 'cos parents going as ushers. -_- pegghhh. Had me breakfast from 7/11 :3 btw, pizza there is awesome. haha prolly highly unhealthy though. XD Everyone else (Aunty Dot and Charmaine) ate maggi mee. :/ 

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de Expo. Ironically some 90% off branded good thing was going on too. :/ HUGE queue hoho. Sermon was really impactful. (: watched Authur with S at tampines. haha! Walao. I wanna shop there. got loads of things, like froyo. :3 But that day, no money, talk about sianx3. -_- Anyway, Authur, despite all the lousy reviews, was pretty good! I lvoed the tourguides fashion-- makes me so wanna get that romper, and those heels. And MAN was Jennifer Garner such a BITCH. good grief. Now that's good acting, now everything else I see her in my brain says she's really horrid person actually. ): On a totally different note, this is the first time I've ever like Russell Brand, and I must say Helen Mirren is a wonderful woman. I want a nanny too :( haha! Had spag at TCC. :/ and dessert, was good. :3 heh. 

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misachi.
24 April 2011 @ 12:37 am
abit here and there.  
 Finally, I'm posting on my computer and not via phone. I actually planned on doing Good Friday today. But I havent uploaded pictures, so maybe tomorrow. It's ironic, Aunty CS used to complain my blog posts has like 100+ pictures, and these days, it's all words. It's also ironic that in the past, being the immatured prick I was( and stil am, sometimes), despite me not really treasuring people who cared for me, and was willing to look out for me and what I say, I had more people reading my blog then then now. heh. I reckon no one reads this no that I have also FINALLy removed this from facebook. to a certain extend, I'm pretty happy-- maybe more relieved rather, btu abit sad that some of my closest friends don't seem so close anymore. It seems like they asked for help during thier time of need. But when I'm going though crunch tmie, they are too caught up in thier hols to rmb. Oh well. Strangely though, people I've gone through rough waves with- Kara, esp. I've ben getting somehow clsoer too, and can feel her caring... through this fyp period, although I didn't ask her to. I feel..r eally happy. it's abit stupid i guess but yea. I guess I've been changing recently. I'd be interesting how many ppl would actually comment, but I pretty doubt that be more then 3. In the past, I think I'd be really upset- like why does so and so doesn't like me enough? or is there something wrong with me? today.. I can't be bothered. I really can't . I'm just not into the whole thing anymore. I can't be arsed to care whether I'm seen with the 'right crowd', or with anyone at all.  I dont see why its so shallow. reading a friends blog, and seeing her church fellowship.. i feel the slightest pinch of envy, truthfully. I know there's people there. btu seeing friends leave, I sometimes really feel that some ppl don't care. They think that they are good, and stuck in thier little bubble. they don't see what's happening. 

Hoo i REALLY needa work on my chaptering again. HAHA! It's a rant, I know. :/ 

I'm looking forward to church tomorrow, smoehow. I think soemthing cools gonna happen for sermon. Got a feeling, at least. haha! Wonder if I take my film camera, would any thing develop or will it just be black?... hmmm. :/

On a totally different note, Glee's Volume 5 is the best yet. :D
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misachi.
21 April 2011 @ 12:35 am
The Eagle Has Arrived.  
 I got my cover! I shall take a picture during good friday week 'cos.. I'm wayy too busy. hoho. Actually, that's quite sad really. I feel quite sian-i-fied about it. :/ 



Good thing is finally, we are at the last lap. I feel.. idk. I really want to do this well. I don't want this to screw over. But.. Idk la. Ive been really snappy recently. I think there's something wrong with me. But yea.. i hate it that i cry alot. but yea.. sometimes, i cant control it. I wish you wld understand. I don't get how u can change so much from time to time. i was truthfully very pissed when you did what you did. i really gritted my teeth alot 'cos of how you talk when you ask me to change stuff. it;s like.. im not your servant. don't look down on me. I may seem like I ain't doing much of one thing, but I AM doing my best, as well as trying my best. Now. I guess. The angers gone.. but I'm just puzzled how you can treat me that way btu not even SEE it. Or how you talk as though I'm not there and I can't hear it. I do hear it. I just don't reply. I don't comment. and it DOES hurt. I don't know if I'm over sensitive or what. but.. it's really sianified. Him, i can understand. you, no. 

at the end, hopefully, i hope i can just ignore whatever shit comes my way, not let my anger get over me, do my best, srsly, and can be proud of this production. 'cos truthfully, everytime i watch the dailies, i get goosebumps, and i feel inspired all over again. But I also feel that we haven't been doing our best- or maybe it's more.. i feel our group can do so much mroe then this, now, at a much faster rate. In fact, it's for certain. This group.. it's pretty good in terms of skillsets and speed and quality. At least that's how I feel. At this moment.. I feel abit uneasy. I reckon have to stay overnight ALOT. soon. just to render/ make the passes. But ohhh welllzzz. zzz. haha soon, it'd be over. I hope IAP will be good too! As S says. Just make the best out of anything. :/ And as God says. Turn the other cheek. SO THERE. mehehehe. -_-

Anyway a good thing is that my laptop case is REALLY comfy. :3 heh. and cute! and spacious! so happy. Tmr, or maybe friday, you'd see what I mean. :D heh. 

Okay finish burning stuff to my mum. Time to texture again. :D :D GNIGHT! 

on a totally random note- Avatar is good. :D
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misachi.
19 April 2011 @ 11:47 pm
Recently, it's always by phone.  

My laptop case is coming Tmr! Will tell more after I gt it. I customized it too! Heh. (:(:

Got some accessories from a place Kezia introduced -- http://www.urbanvoguestore.com/

Seems pretty good ( like, metal doesn't bend etc) and it's SUPER cheap so don't say I nvr share either. XP

Woke up to my mum bringing Elijah into the room. Ah, life and it's little bliss. He's reallyyy like a ball. Haha! So fat and cute. XD but he cries alot. Meh. Wait till he gets older. I'm not good with little crying babies I'm better whn I can play with them. Like Faith. :D

Today can't do much 'cos render time is like shit. Zzz. Hopefully it'd magically get better aft I do passes, thank GOD there's passes and I can render that stuppiiddd high res file on a diff pass. Shall do that Tmr aftnoon. Morning I shall fix lights and that stupid high res file. Hoho. Feels good to vent frustrations on the stupid high res file by calling it stupid. Ohhh going crazzzzyyyyyyy. Haha! Amanda showed me a buncha clips on yr of these videos of vocal clips being shown to kids, like the annoying orange and Rebecca black. Heeelaaariiiouuuussss. Try watch it! Haha double dream hands. Aft dinner checked out the club crawl preparations. It strikes me ppl somehow think that the world revolves around them and that they are free to order ppl ard despite doing it over and over again. Gah. Some ppl are so rude srsly. I pity the future gens. Hopefully they can make it better!

Finally saw freshies! (I think. ) so tallll. Haha! But looks. Curious. I wanna stare at them. :/ meh. Hahaha I feel like I'm a very lousy senior. XD gnight!

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misachi.
18 April 2011 @ 11:57 pm
First day for you!  

First day of school for poly students-- feels so old being around since march. I didn't even see much freshies, was cooped up in the fyp room. ): heh. Oh well. Heard they blocked the walkways and dressed real nice today! Hahaha so cute. Can't wait to see them. :3

Should write about yesterday first. Planned to go ice skating, but it was cancelled. :/ meh. Ended up going liang court with seb. (: had the burger downstairs-- better then the last time! Slightly red in the middle. Heh. The mushroom soup is awesome too, try it next time! Even Seb liked it. :D tgey serve bread or rice-- choose tge bread it's SUPER soft. :3 saw kara and jr too. Haha! They left earlier though (:Had crepe too thn headed home. :3 good night hahaha. Nattooo beannss. Still no guts to eat. XD

Today brought headphones to totally be in work. Ok la. Half worked. Haha but by 5:45 damn sian Liao. XD Tmr I finish and show robin I guess but hopefully itd be done soon thn it's just final textures and lights. (: plus hopefully simple animation tt I have started! :3 watched abit of naruto. Heh. Janine so lucky can watch and do. It slows my progress by alot. >.> lol.

Had tontoro pork. :D thanks seb!!!! :3

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misachi.
16 April 2011 @ 11:59 pm
SCAD  

Whoaaaaaaa. Lj now so cool, got app to write posts etc. So freaking happy was lazy to grab my com today haha!

Yesterday attended a talk from SCAD. Actually planned to not go but since my team was going decided to go for it. :D that sch is so cool, u can change to any of the campuses even for just a term. If I go I would like to go for the savannah/HK campus, and go France for a term. :D churches out most of the outdoor light but still thinking of other options. Anyway scholarship will prolly play a big factor to the place I wld go if I even go at all.

Today went for another talk by them, a more in-depth one with my parents. Idk... I really like it. It's so different and so well rounded. It's not promoting an unhealhy lifestyle either. Just go as the flow lo but ya they said I can apply first thn send in my portfolio later. (:
TCH today was real interesting too. The story of Jacob and Esau is really filled with human emotion et. Pretty cool stuff. (: grp pretty quiet though haha! But learnt alot! Happy. (:

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misachi.
13 April 2011 @ 11:03 pm
We're all growing old, growing old.  
truthfully, yes, i felt disappointed that you'd do that. just wanted to write that down and vent a little. I guess I just expected better.

Anyway putting THAT aside, first night in the fyp room. pretty cool- i was suprisingly not scared being alone. :D hahaha! but.. it sure as hell is cold.

  I realise alot of things of myself this year, and I'm hoping to grow stronger and not just back into a corner. Preetttyyy cool experience I guess. Also, I can see I feel more awkward writing these days- knowing that it goes to my facebook makes me feel I have to be a little more filtered. I may stop the notes thing-- problem is currently, I have absolutely no idea how to. -_- But.. yea. I am trying to firstly, be more me, and secondly, figure out who I am, how to react to things, what do I want to be etc. I'm actually pretty inspired by Yanjun and Ariel- both friends whom are tryign to open up etc. I used to be a huge ass (actually, I may still be-- I don't know actually, HAHA!) talk tlak talk abuot ABSOLUTELY anything- how I feel at that very moment, what's my opinion on things etc.
  I do realise growing up people aren't very interested. So I guess I'm just fakin' it as I go along, like this guy did - http://www.austinkleon.com/2011/03/30/how-to-steal-like-an-artist-and-9-other-things-nobody-told-me/ who is, btw, really awesome. (: I feel better knowing Hey! I'm not the only one. Haha S tells me I have this horrible habit of thinking and presuming that all people think of me is like, bad stuff, and that everyone else is super confident, or that they don't like me, or that they forgot me/hate me and daydream till I think too deep and too badly of the situation. As I said, I'm learning, and I'm trying my best to do better. :/ I also do realise ppl think I'm forever pissed/stressed/worried/not friendly- it's pretty hard to explain, but that's all my face. yes I worry alot. but most of the time, it's just my default face being serious on it's own . Trust me, I thought I was smiling in the corridor but S always tells me I have this really pissed face on. -_- meh. It's just not my nature to smile lo. I mean who the hell smiles 24/7?! I agree it takes me quite awhile to open up properly these days, and that it'd dead fast for me to cool down. :/ but yea.. I shall try harder. (: I guess to a certain extend it's scary thinking that who you are may scare people away and shit..

okay I realise I'm yammering. HAHA. oh wellz.
Seeing friends looking for Unis etc makes me feel old. Like. Really. Yet I feel young, or should I say childish. Haha! I'm not ready for 19. I've been thinking alot (due to several talks to friends) about what I'd do in the future. For my year 1 I kept thinking Shit I 'm gonna do smth different from this course. I CAN'T imagine myself doing this AT ALL. But Year 2 i found I l iked modelling quite abit , and rentex even more. I had this pretty crazy idea of starting a christian animation centre too, haha! But now, at Year 3.. I can't help but wonder again how my path will turn out. I want to be so many things, but I know I can't. It'd be really unfair to my future (sld I have any) family. I do still contemplate the Japan thing.. but somehow, I don't feel ready/ can speak well enough to do smth so BIG like that. So yea.

There you go.  A buncha ramblings for any old stranger on my facebook to read while I chiong FYP through the night. hurhur. G'night! (:
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